Make Me Strong - Sami Yusuf

Monday, November 30, 2009

A Secret Love

Why is it I feel like I do?
Why is it every spare moment i have
is filled with the thought of looking in your eyes?

Only someone who has felt what i feel for you,
Only someone who has spent moments in time with you,
Captivated by who you are, in awe of your spirit as I am,
Only they could possibly know how and why i feel as I do.

I know in my heart no other person has ever had just a fraction
of the love,respect and longing i feel for you,
So i tell you now,
There is no other who could answer such questions,
There is no other who could feel as I do.

You came in to my life when i was lost,
Wandering the web, evenings out,
Searching for something I craved for,
But couldn't quite understand.

You suddenly filled my life with colour,with light,
With new and incredible feelings of warmth, calm
and such unsurpassed electric sexual chemistry.

We are both travellers on this forbidden road,
Journeying together,crossing each hurdle as we
come across them, savouring each moment.

I now that long ago we promised ourselves to others,
That we will never be more than we are now,
Spending brief but so wonderful stolen moments floating
on our cloud.
Our love is forbidden,so wrong to others,
Yet makes our lives complete and whole.

You have so much and I promise you,
It will always be safe,
It will never be anything but secure,
Our love remaining as it must,
Secret,hidden within our hearts.
But I hear myself say,
They are lucky, so very lucky.

Promise me this,
when such a day comes where
our hearts must part,
Once the tears have dried and
your spirit 'so' once more,
You will sit back,close your eyes,touch your heart
and know that although we are no longer together,
I am always there, so very close,
That you need only dream for a a moment
to loose yourself in all the wonderful, magical
and lasting memories we have made together.

I love you so much ,
Why do i feel this way?
I now know why,
Because ive totally lost my heart to you
and whatever happens in the future,
I know you will always carry a part of me with you.

by:Jigs xx

SPM examination

Salam to everyone....

indeed December is a typical month of examination.... yeah every year after year November and December will witness thousands of students sit for their destiny...

as a matter of fact my form five students are so strong to have faced some obstacles during those important days.... and yet they are still fighting with it... it has never occurred to me that SPM candidates to be put in the wildest situation.... i am praying to God to ensure that these kids could undergo their days strongly, patiently and confidently.... InSyaAllah... God will always be with those who are on the right path, faithful and patient.....

to me, i would never argue others' decision as they know better of their intentions... only three questions that i would like to ask; what do you get from this? and what do the kids get from this as well? lastly what do we want from the kids?

my answer to the last question is; i want my students to get a better future with a bighearted personality....

** toleration, and consideration will never bring any harm except greatness and goodness...

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i always say ' it's been awhile since my last entry '....obviously i haven't been so passionate as before with my blog nowdays... well it is a cliche to say that i was very busy..yet that's the truth dear... recently people around me are so busy facebooking... to be honest i am not so into it... well it could probably be my nature not to be addicted to something so easily... i am just a modest when involving with this kind of stuff... yet i am not an oudated kind of person as i've been facebooking quite a while as compared to others... yeah that could be the reason why i am not sooo into facebook...

a story about a colleague who wants to follow the trend of beeing a facebooker... it is quite funny as he is not so ict minded kinda person and yet he is so eager of facebooking.... therefore somebody else has to create an account for him and he also has to teach him on how to be a facebooker... well a good thing for him for wanting to be part of the trend as he could probably find his soulmate there (he is so an eligible bachelor).... i hope that would help him find one life partner... =)

well... i guess it is not a bad thing to follow a trend if it is good for us... it's just about how we treat this trend... if we treat it for goodness then so many good things will happen... if vice versa you know the outcome... in the end, its you to decide...

me... i would choose the one that is mostly passed by....

cuti dah tiba laaa...

its time for school break... yes indeed it is a relief for all teachers in Malaysia... this is the moment where we could repay all of our precious time that we have wasted through out this year... for all those sacrifices that we had done now is the time that we could use to really rest our body and mind... to all teachers out there enjoy this bliss while you still can as next year we are going to work harder....