GANGGUAN/ INTERRUPTION/DISTURBANCE
Assalamualaikum,
Alhamdulillah so far Allah has granted me strength and happy moments though sometime I do have hard times. Currently I am in a very complicated mood. If you have read my last posting, it is about what I feel deep inside my heart. There you can see the turbulence that I am facing or having right now.
Despite of the restless heart, I sense that there is a disturbance, or interruption from something unseen. My mission is not accomplished as I am being overwhelmed with my own emotion. This is actually a bad thing, since I am on a great mission. This mission is known only by me and Allah. I don’t like this because I am in confusion right now. I can’t think straight and my judgments go bizarre.
Hence, I need to calm myself down. I need to be on track again while clearing my wits from those interruptions and disturbances.
Please pray for me so that I will be able to reach the destination safely.
** song playing in my mind and heart –
Make Me Strong by Sami Yusuf.
Lyrics
I know I’m waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day I’ll be ok
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
Help me find my way
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
I know I’m waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day you’ll forgive me
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
I beg for your mercy
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
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